Wake up call. December 7th, 2023
I have put my family through a roller coaster ride, and truly that is half my battle. Tatum asks for prayer from her class and teachers almost weekly. Doug remains steadfast in his love and loyalty to me; patiently hoping that I will be “back” or better!
I know that I can’t control so much of this, and this is honestly the battle. I wish I could make it all go away, and I ask God daily….WHY? HOW? WHAT DO I DO?
Well, slowly, in HIS time, He is answering. We have had to sacrifice dating, vacations, “fun” outings because of me. Tatum and Doug seem unaffected, but it takes a toll. HOWEVER, what I do see cannot be created without true struggle. It’s CHARACTER. It’s TRUE LOVE and COMPASSION. Our Tot volunteers in Special Ministries and now with the 1-2year olds.
Also, just yesterday, I found this in her photos.
She WANTS to be with me…all the time.
ANd then there’s my honey. He doesn’t deserve this! Just today, he gave this to me.
Man. I’m so blessed.
December 7th, I got a diagnosis of:
I won’t be a VICTIM ANY LONGER. NO, I am the CEO of my health, and from now on, I’m going to be taking control WITH HIM. God is giving me answers while humbling my family and ME especially.