Do you still follow HIM through it all?

This Palm Sunday, I reflect. The sermon today had me think…..am I still devoted although I feel it’s been REEEEEEEALY hard?

Let’s look at John 8:12. A pivotal verse when times get hard.

Once again, Jesus spoke to the people and said, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows Me will never walk in the darkness, but will have the light of life.”

HE SPEAKS TO ALL…not just his followers. Remember, His mission is to reach a broad audience. He says, HE IS THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD!! (HE IS A divine source of spiritual illumination and guidance for all humanity, outperforming the temporary light of the sun or a lamp) BUT THEN, He promises: Whoever follows Me will never walk in the darkness.

This is where it gets good. Gosh, I walk in darkness DAILY (it feels this way when I feel awful and have NO UNDERSTANDING). BUT, Jesus promises that those who follow Him will be delivered from this dark path which means a transformative relationship that leads to moral and spiritual clarity. (maybe not CIRCUMSTANTIAL clarity, HA! .darn).

And then he says: “but will have the light of life.”

I understand that this light is not just an external guide but an “internal presence that brings life and vitality.” (according to my study bible) Moreover, it reflects the life-giving power of Jesus, who is both the source and sustainer of spiritual life. THIS SHOULD impact every aspect of a MY LIFE (even the dark days)

So, take heart, Stephanie. Take heart, friend. Take heart, seeker. HE is the source and the keeper of the flame inside.

Now, as I think about my days with my family. I have my wonderful husband who sticks bye no matter what. (JUST WOW) I see my Tot. My sweet girl who I have the HONOR of raising. EVERY DAY is just plain HARD. When I am under attack health wise, it’s even harder. I don’t mean it’s hard in that it’s BAD hard. It’s just (sometimes I don’t know what to do) hard. But again, JESUS. Right? She bought this shirt to remind us this Easter.