When the number on the chronological time line of my life counts up one, I tend to get reflective. In fact, I ponder what my life has added up to in these 36 years.
I would say it’s chugging along quite nicely. Tatum discovered this choo-choo in front of this vintage store by her music class. It’s now a necessary stopping point. This day, in particular, she made a great discovery. When she pushed the button, the train started to move and whistle.
It was then that she perked up and started to really steer the engine. How did she miss this button before? And, what if she had missed it all along?
She would have stayed still.
Idle.
Silent.
But no, she reached for the button and pressed it on faith that it would awaken the choo-choo and liven up her life.
Until Tatum came along, I was moving very fast. In fact, I was moving so fast, I never stood still long enough to hear God’s voice. But, for some reason, Tatum has given me the opportunity to get back on the train and push that button. However, this time, I’m not moving fast, I’m enjoying the ride.
This ride I’m on now is giving me new opportunities. For one, to be a parent. Not just a mommy, but a parent who is guiding her child into the wisdom of life. What she does in return is teach me to take it slower and enjoy the ride. It does not last long.
Next, this ride is giving me flexibility to be in the career I love without the tight strings. Teaching and working within the educational world gives me energy! I can still make a difference but in a new way: empowering, encouraging, and educating teachers. What a blessing.
Finally, this ride is given me a chance to grow in being the woman God wants me to be.
This little Tot of mine; I’m going to let her SHINE!
